I'm too greedy for my own good...
























...I'm sorry.

I'm starting to feel utterly depressed and alone. Detached.

My true friends seem a bit far. Though their words of encouragement has helped, I feel like a nuisance...

I'm becoming more and more distant from my family...maybe it's my selfishness but their snide remarks and passive aggressive nature has made me feel down...and down. I know they have no Ill will against me...I just feel distant. I did it to myself.

I'm starting to feel detached to my boyfriend...I don't think I am patient enough for him.
Every little thing...every message unanswered...we have communication issues now.
I feel like...I'm not someone he can depend on anymore and vice versa...

I applied for graduation. I feel really lonely for leaving school life...to be honest, I'm really scared.

But there's no one to help...my friends try to comfort me, and I'm really thankful for them..,but  still really scared.

I feel lost. No one to look to or hold me. I'm such a baby.

I'm feeling really lonely. There's no one here for me.
Not my family.
Not my bf, who doesn't want to be with me atm for various reasons...

I did it to myself. And it's sad.

//emo rant