この　きもちわからない．．．まっ．．．わかるけど．．．本当の事からやだ。
あの人のＦＢページを見た。　彼は元気にしてるね～。それは　いいでしょ？　何か．．．羨ましい。
ん～羨ましいじゃなくって、何か　悲しい。　彼は私がいない時は　もっと　嬉しい見たいを感じる。
本当に私の事を．．．何にも　思わないのかしら？　何にも　思ってないのね？

まっ．．．その　関係は　もう　終わったから。　時間がなくなった。　きえちゃった。

たぶん、彼はもっと　嬉しいと思う。　私も　幸せにならないと。　Move on up from here. Stop looking back, and move on. でも　それは　難しいよね？いたい。　でも　そうやらないと。　がんばらないと！

最近．．．新の男と話してる。　　彼はとても優しい、　でも　ちょっと　子供っぽい。　弟見たいの感じ。　でも．．．彼といる時は　おもしろい。　今主の金曜日に会う。　会うの楽しみにしてる。　なぜかしら？　好きになっているかもしらない。　はねかえりだっけかな？　知らない。　でも　その人に　会いたい。　彼といる時は　おもしろくって　楽しいです。　何か　ふわ　ふわ　の　感じ。　：）

Labels: future, japanese, practice

So St. Eds has three new dorms and two brand spankin' new cafeteria underneath them.

Watchmen was a great movie. The visuals were stunning...but Dr. Manhattan's....uhm...blue glowing...naked body was just EVERYWHERE. And WOW! The sex scene in Archie (ship)...softcore, much??? :O! Wowweee!
But I have to admit...it was pretty funny seeing families leave because of all the violence. It's rated R, stooge. Leave your children at home. This is NOT a movie they should be seeing...says the one who saw "Shakespeare in Love" and "Titanic" in 4th or 5th grade. XD!!

Okay okay...talking about being in San Antonio now! ...I've been...clubbing at the Bonham. It's soooo flamboyant, but the music is awesome :D! The first time I went was for Kicchan's Birthday.

Latest club adventure Trekkie and Judy came! We met up with Juliette and Jezz...Vanessa was SUPPOSED to come...but her mother took her phone. So she says....(j/k). >_>
Saturday: I saw "I Love You, Man" with Judy, Jenny, and Trekkie. OMG that movie was soooo awkward and hilarious! Some parts were even hard to watch due to how TRUE and Awkward it was.
Lol I especially liked Doug the gay guy. "It was a taste of betrayal, you fucking whore!"

Labels: clubbing, I love you man, Japan Nite, labyrinth, movies, New York, Pennslyvania, spring break, St. Edwards, watchmen

Man, that was a break that I needed indeed!

ECAASU 2009 was fun :)
Although it was a bit unorganized...and there were some issues on registration (I better get my $75 back!), the whole feeling of it was fun. This year it was at Rutgers, and it seemed like they were on a bit of a tight budget...seeing as how the shirts were rather plain and there were a lot of repeats...oh well....the atmosphere was at least better than the one at Cornell.
-tight. Not to mention I was with two people who were in a fight between each other... X_X
Being the gopher sucks~~~~!
But this year I went with Jason and Connie, and we at least stuck together. They were awesome :)!

We even went to NYC before the Saturday workshops and mixers. Ah~~ I can't wait to go back to NYC for spring break!!! ♥♥♥




After ECAASU, I went to a Frat Party with Connie.
(btw, Jose if you're reading this: I went to the Villanova room first then to the Frat Party
That's how I met some of the ASA members! :D!)

Frat parties......are random, indeed! The location was in the Lamda frat's basement. The ratio was 4 girls 1 guy, but towards the end it was whatever. There were even times when we all had to be quiet because the cops were patrolling the neighborhood. Hahha....weird.

I had some drinks, but man am I thankful for Connie and this guy I met at the party.
Although a lot of guys were hounding for her, this guy protected me throughout the whole night :)
Tee hee~ ♥

But this feeling of happiness and enjoyment didn't last so long...I mean, greatful that Leslie picked me up...but reality was waiting for me at my apt :\
But of course I did screw up and let the highschool version of me get out and write stuff out of anger (it felt good at the time!)

Luckily...support from my family and friends are in reach :)
Thank you Leslie! And special thanks to my sisters + Mandy, lol

Right now...I'm just going to go through this last week before Spring Break...I'll update more for the recent days. Hey, there's atleast pictures in this entry. BE HAPPY!

Labels: ECAASU, New Jersey, New York