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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Pathetic
I really can use a hug, or a shoulder to cry on.
I really can. I want it now.
I'm so selfish & spoiled.
I really can. I want it now.
I'm so selfish & spoiled.
Labels: misery
Monday, February 16, 2009
misery
かなしよ。 私はかなし。 昨日、ずうと ないていた。 うるさくに ないていた、ははは．．．でも ねむれたよ。 なぜ ないていたの？
あの人が いるから。
なぜ ここに いるの？ なぜかしら？ その人たちに 会いに来たから？ くそ。
この きもち きらい。 きらいよ。 やきもっちしって、 馬鹿でしょう？ 馬鹿だよ。
ありえないよ。 なぜ 私は こんなに よわいなの？ 馬鹿見たい。
本当に もう おわっているなのに。 自分で 言っていたじゃん。 だから なぜ まだ ないているのよ？ なぜ あの人を まだ つかまっているの？本当に じゆがないし、一人ぼっちだけでしょ？
いいえ。 まっ．．．一人ぼっちけど 何か 思うの事があるんだけ。 まだ かれ、 私に まった 帰って来ると 思っているから。 本当に 馬鹿ですね。
でもね．．．私の問題何だって知てる。 I have too many expectations.
あの人が いるから。
なぜ ここに いるの？ なぜかしら？ その人たちに 会いに来たから？ くそ。
この きもち きらい。 きらいよ。 やきもっちしって、 馬鹿でしょう？ 馬鹿だよ。
ありえないよ。 なぜ 私は こんなに よわいなの？ 馬鹿見たい。
本当に もう おわっているなのに。 自分で 言っていたじゃん。 だから なぜ まだ ないているのよ？ なぜ あの人を まだ つかまっているの？本当に じゆがないし、一人ぼっちだけでしょ？
いいえ。 まっ．．．一人ぼっちけど 何か 思うの事があるんだけ。 まだ かれ、 私に まった 帰って来ると 思っているから。 本当に 馬鹿ですね。
でもね．．．私の問題何だって知てる。 I have too many expectations.
~~~
On a lighter note....
Thank you Ki-chan for the V-day present!!!
it caught me by surprise...even though it was 2 days late ^^;;
The kitty's name is 白♥
＊(shiro = white)
THANK YOU キッちゃん!!!!
for brightening my day when it was all shitty
& everything else.
:)
On a lighter note....
Thank you Ki-chan for the V-day present!!!
it caught me by surprise...even though it was 2 days late ^^;;
The kitty's name is 白♥＊(shiro = white)
THANK YOU キッちゃん!!!!for brightening my day when it was all shitty
& everything else.
:)
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentines~
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY~!a.k.a
Hallmark's Money Making Baby Day,
or
A Consumer Whore's LOVE Day~!
or to be a bit more bitter about it:
HAPPY ANTI-VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
SINGLE'S AWARENESS DAY~!
Hurray!
:(
Today is going to suck...so many reservations at the restaurant...
And no Valentine for me....Psh, oh woe is me!
Oh wait, no no I DO have a Valentine~
Vanessa!
& Temporary Valentines
♥♥♥If you can get 5 temporary Valentine = 1 actual Valentine ♥♥♥
Maybe? :P
So far... I has
Trekkie ♥
Joselelele ♥
V-sa/Judy ♥
Ceruti ♥
Ramos ♥
Well....I don't really need 5, but at least I have them ♥♥♥
My Valentine's day was fun :)
♥♥♥
***Through-out the night V-sa and Judy were being switched around on the Valentine count...
SHE LEFT ME FIRST!!! :(
and then Judy....well, Judy is stupid. :P
What to do, what to do indeed.
Hallmark's Money Making Baby Day,
or
A Consumer Whore's LOVE Day~!
or to be a bit more bitter about it:HAPPY ANTI-VALENTINE'S DAY!!!
SINGLE'S AWARENESS DAY~!
Hurray!
:(
Today is going to suck...so many reservations at the restaurant...
And no Valentine for me....Psh, oh woe is me!
Oh wait, no no I DO have a Valentine~
Vanessa!
& Temporary Valentines
♥♥♥If you can get 5 temporary Valentine = 1 actual Valentine ♥♥♥
Maybe? :P
So far... I has
Trekkie ♥
Joselelele ♥
V-sa/Judy ♥
Ceruti ♥
Ramos ♥
Well....I don't really need 5, but at least I have them ♥♥♥
My Valentine's day was fun :)
♥♥♥
***Through-out the night V-sa and Judy were being switched around on the Valentine count...
SHE LEFT ME FIRST!!! :(
and then Judy....well, Judy is stupid. :P
I finally met up with Jessika, but no Jul :(
...drama drama drama...(and I missed it! Thanks a lot Vanessa!)
drama over a shady person from the past...
Eeee...well, can't put much on here seeing as how ANYONE can see this.
Meh, there's the Pro's & Con's of Blogger.
Sure, freedom of speech etc. I shouldn't be afraid of putting my 2 cents on here, but y'know...?
That's all b.s.
...drama drama drama...(and I missed it! Thanks a lot Vanessa!)
drama over a shady person from the past...
Eeee...well, can't put much on here seeing as how ANYONE can see this.
Meh, there's the Pro's & Con's of Blogger.
Sure, freedom of speech etc. I shouldn't be afraid of putting my 2 cents on here, but y'know...?
That's all b.s.
Information is a scary thing. But if you're close to me, you'll probably hear all this from me anyways. Ah~ but doesn't it suck?
I've also been having dreams. Dreams from the past warping with the present to the point where it seemed like it would happen in the future. I know it may all be known-sense. But heh, dreams are dreams y'know? It can't be helped to start wishing for some of them to come true.
I've also been having dreams. Dreams from the past warping with the present to the point where it seemed like it would happen in the future. I know it may all be known-sense. But heh, dreams are dreams y'know? It can't be helped to start wishing for some of them to come true.
What to do, what to do indeed.
Labels: valentines day bitterness
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