Kokeshi Doll:
Seen Through Wide Screen
Saturday, December 12, 2015
Same old thing
Wow...it's been a while since I've blogged...more than a year?

Same old bullshit and first world problems.

  • Work is like a rollercoaster. Same old thing. Hate family, love family, regret, etc.
  • Relationship is still going through a consistent regress, i.e. downhill.
  • Goals are still being built but lots of more work on that one.
  • Friends are coming and going. The ones who are staying are really worth the while.
    Which I'm really thankful for.
  • Cats are still jerks.
I usually vent out all my issues on this blog and be passive aggressive with all the shit that's going around me.

But right now...I'm exhausted of that person that I am.

I'm also disgusted by that person too.

Not just myself, but with the person I'm with. No wonder that person has also become someone I'm disgusted of and am exhausted of.

Time to air out my life like dirty laundry.

I need a start over or at least a new canvas.
Tuesday, November 11, 2014
Ironic!
It's ironic...

You used to complain/worry about how this one girl you went out with never blogged about you.
But here is a blog that does NOTHING but COMPLAIN about YOU.

It's pretty funny, don't you think? lol

//passive aggressive
Friday, July 11, 2014
Venting
I can always count on him to let me down.

He never uses his phone, no matter how many times I've gotten upset or asked him to. Even though my family BOUGHT him a new phone he still doesn't use it. He either plays games or he just forgets it.

I don't have any other way to CONTACT him.

I always blog about the shitty things in my relationship...today has been an emotional day for me...

Well...I guess who cares on that. Not a robot, that's for sure.

Will he even read this? I doubt it. If you actually DO read this...then finally you know what's on my mind.
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Hopeful
I've been reading too many Shoujo mangas lately...no wonder I feel so lonely.

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Saturday, March 29, 2014
Opposite
I always thought of him as the jerk. The one who ruins it all. But in reality, it was me all along.

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Sunday, March 9, 2014
Tired
I slacked off for the first few months after I graduated...I felt really useless so I finally picked myself up. Now I'm stressing an have a lot of work on my hands. At least I have work and will get paid for it...

But now...I'm so tired.

Barely any emotional support, hardly eating...but at least I still have some friends and family that help me up.

I'm just feeling a little greedy...

I should just sleep...lol
Then of course get back to work :P

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Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Valentines
Yeah, I'm pretty self-centered. Selfish. Frankly, I'm pretty damn vain and materialistic.

As much as I label myself with negative labels...

I really hate Valentine's day.